My husband and I have been together almost gay years now. We have a new baby girl with wispy blond hair and big, steely blue eyes.
Everyone tells me how much she looks like her father. Four years together, and little of that time with him sober. He is not a mean drunk but a reckless one. What was fun in college has become tedious in adulthood. He hit rock bottom so hard one winter that he landed in rehab. Last year I was proud of him.
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I felt sure he had what beaten his the — only to find out this year that much of that success was a lie. He milf big tits fuck control his urges being a few months, swearing that this time it will be for good, but it never is. And here I am, still in love with the sober man he occasionally is, still defending his character, still believing in his signs.
He relapsed again a few weeks after our daughter was born. I had thought that perhaps having a child would inspire sobriety, that he would not want her to grow are with an inebriated father, the way he had.
But tonight, less than a week after he received his umpteenth thirty-days token, he came home from buying us ice cream with that certain dismissive tone, that careless sway to his walk.